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Rabu, 05 Oktober 2011

Are you sure it was...?


Are you sure it was a love?


This is the thing that i don't want to feel
It wasn't a love because i never feel it nervously if i meet him, even if just saw him.
But if i miss him, i miss him a lot. Not just like i usually miss somebody.
And when i met him, i feel teribly happy but i'm not feel any beat on my heart
Always smile if i remember his silly things with his silly smile
His cute grin, his gorgeous quiet face. His silly eyebrow.
Hahh..
It's maybe not love, but what is it?
sometimes i feel so jealous when he cares to somebody else. But that's the way he is. Maybe it's only me whom afraid to lose him?


But i know someday he will..




Sometimes i feel soo guilty if something happened and broke his good mood. Sometime I always feel hopeless when he had a bad time and he doesn't want to talk by anyone. but when he said that he adores someone, it wasn't kill me and i feel so usuall. I think that was fine after all? No problems.


But May i know more about him? His lifestyle, what did he like and hate? What did comfort him and what did annoy him? May i? Even i'm only a friend of him? 


What the damn things these feelings? if you say love, it's trully wrong. 








Because i never feel happier than the usuall day even when I'm with him..




What's wrong with me? :o